When oh when?

8 days left and it's driving me crazy!

Vince was born 9 days before his due date. I thought this baby will be much earlier than him because it seems that she's bigger.... but nooooo!

I've already requested to work from home starting today since i'm already having a hard time walking and moving around. ON top of that, everybody just keeps staring at me! Going to the subway, in the subway, on the streets. Then at work, people are saying... "Wow! you're still here!" GHEEZ!!! I feel like i'm walking around naked! Ugh!

So, even if being at home is driving me crazy too, I'd rather work from home away from those "insensitive people" and I get to rest. Although sometimes I think it's not a good idea to just not do anything because a lot of people say that if you want to give birth sooner, you should walk a lot. What i'll do is I'll do more household work... the things that I can do anyway. Of course, no lifting, no climbing, no too much bending... ok... what can I do again?!

My husband has been taking Vince to his parents even though I'm not going to work anymore.
I feel bad. I wish I could take care of him. He makes my day better. But it is really hard to carry him now with this heavy-big-belly of mine. He also loves to walk/run around the house and I can't keep up with him especially if my back starts hurting. It is actually more dangerous if he's left with me since I can't keep an eye on him all the time unless he stays in his bedroom all day, which is not good either. Ayayay-yayay!

I'm supposed to go to my doctor today after lunch but i got a voicemessage last night saying that they would like to reschedule my appoointment because my OB is not available today. So it's probably going to be tomorrow. I was actuallly looking forward to seeing my doctor, hoping she would tell me that my cervix has softened and that I started dialating! UGH! Wishful thinking, huh?

Let's just take this one day at a time. Breath...